When I was a kid, I went with my daddy to Calera, Alabama to the unemployment agency to “draw his pennies.” I had a hard time imagining why pennies. Why not nickels, dimes, quarters, half dollars, or dollars? The first time I went with him I had images of him bringing out large sacks of pennies. He said that when you are unemployed you got to draw pennies, which was money you paid to the state that you could get when you were on layoff. Of course, I asked him why he did not pay the state dollars where he could draw dollars when out of work.
Daddy drew his pennies a whole lot when we moved back to Alabama from Illinois. Having moved back to the South, unemployment was something that we grew accustomed to experiencing. Dad was often the low man on the totem pole where he was employed. With many younger men in the employment pole, daddy had difficulty finding a job. When he did, at the first economic downturn, daddy got to draw his pennies. When Christmas season approached, we knew that daddy would be on layoff. When the weather was inclement, daddy would be sent home. When the mill quit taking logs, daddy got to stay at home. When the lime stockpile was overstocked, the plant sent daddy home for a few weeks. Layoff became a way of life.
I would watch daddy during these layoffs. He would get depressed. He did not suffer depression, which I am thankful. If he had, he would have been suicidal. When times were hard, he would talk of it since his dad had committed suicide due to a crippling injury. Daddy did have many days that he would mope around and have feeling of hopelessness.
In order to draw his pennies, he had to be actively seeking employment. I have watched him on many occasions return home discouraged. Place after place would turn him down because of his age, repeated unemployment, and dozens of other reasons. During these times, we never received food stamps or government assistance. Daddy did not want the government to control him by funding him. When we farmed, he would not take government assistance saying he wanted to plant what he wanted and not controlled by Uncle Sam.
I was in the sixth grade before daddy had a job where he did not have to worry with a layoff. He worked at this plant for more sixteen years as a heavy equipment mechanic. Diagnosed with cancer in 1982, he had to take disability.
I experienced my first layoff while working with Hiwassee Land Company. We were ahead of schedule one summer and the supervisor gave us a few “Moon Days” off. It was when Neil Armstrong and crew landed on the moon.
My second layoff came in 1973 from Keystone Metal Moulding when there was the “Oil Crisis.” I had survived several layoffs by Keystone, which made chrome moulding for automobiles, but new car sells were down and unemployment was up. I was a die-setter.
My third time off came in 1976 from Linefast Corporation working as a machinist. I was beginning to think that I was following in my daddy’s steps. Times were harder.
The real hard layoff was 1982 from Martin Marietta Cement. I was an oiler with a new house, a new truck, and two babies, Andy and Angel, it was very hard. This was the first layoff in the history of the plant. It was a corporate takeover of Martin Marietta by the Bendx Corporation.
This had nothing to do with an economic turndown, my job performance, or my work record, but I, as did everyone on layoff, took it personal. I remember as dozens of us went to the unemployment agency. We felt abandoned, dirty, guilty, and ashamed. We told it horrible to draw our pennies and then told to apply for food stamps.
With that in mind, my thoughts and prayers go out to all the men and women who are suffering layoff in our area. Join with me as I pray for them. I have been there and had it not been for the help of the Lord I would not have made it. My family and I struggled during that five-year layoff.
Thus my heart was grieved, and I was pricked
in my reins.
So foolish was I, and ignorant: I was as a
beast before thee.
Nevertheless I am continually with thee: thou
hast holden me by my right hand.
Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and
afterward receive me to glory.
Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is
none upon earth that I desire beside thee.
My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the
strength of my heart, and my portion for ever (Psalm 73:21-26 KJV).
Ye have sown much, and
bring in little; ye eat, but ye have not enough; ye drink, but ye are not
filled with drink; ye clothe you, but there is none warm; and he that earneth
wages earneth wages to put it into a bag with holes (Haggai 1:6 KJV).
PS Aaron came at the end of that five-year layoff.
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