“The higher you go the broader your horizon” come to me one
day standing atop a limestone silo at the cement plant. I had heard a missionary speak those words
and they resonated with me. God gave
those words to me in a moment of “egoitis” atop that silo. Egoitis is my word when you think more on
yourself than you should.
I had finished college, pastored my first church, and
returned to the cement plant after a five-year layoff. I was discouraged having resigned that first
church. Called, ordained, graduated, and
resigned, I was alone on the silo covered with a massive spill of crushed
limestone. At the moment, it seemed that
my supervisors were having fun placing me on the silo with hard labor as their
intent and humiliation as their goal.
Semi-depressed, I stood there breathing the sulfur exhaust
from the limekilns, dressed in steel-toed boots, hardhat, safety glasses,
goggles, leather gloves, and a number two flat shovel. I peered through the steam from the lime
hydrator observing the massive quarry walls.
I wanted to be a pastor of a church.
What was I doing here? Why could
I not get a church? Why were four years
of pastoral preparation through university training regressing to pre-college
employment at the plant?
As I studied the quarry, I remembered what I learned in
history, geology, and science classes about the limestone. The quarry walls
were the result of innumerable tiny sea shells silted and forged together by
pressure after the deluge of Noah. The
layers of limestone were slanted rather than being vertical or horizontal
towering about 200-300 feet from the quarry floor to the surface.
I questioned God and He reminded me of my calling using the
limestone. For thousands of years the
limestone was the resting place of dead sea creatures in tiny shells. One day someone drilled into those solidified
shells and filled the holes with explosives.
After the blast, limestone of all sizes flew separated from the bedrock.
Giant machines recovered the limestone of various sizes and
hauled them to a primary crusher. The
primary crusher hammered large limestone into smaller pieces. Some pieces went through the crusher
untouched. Most all of the limestone
went to a secondary crusher by conveyor belt where the stone was hammered
smaller.
Some stone fell by the wayside and some stone was untouched
as it continued to climb to a third crusher, which hammered the stone
again. Some stone continued, some fell
by the wayside, and some was untouched as it continued up to the silos of the
cement and lime kilns. Limestone headed
for the cement kilns would be mixed with iron ore, aluminum, and other
materials then pulverized.
The pulverized material would be cooked in the cement kiln
at @2200 degrees forming balls of various sizes which went to another crusher
which sized them to travel to another crusher which pulverized the balls and
Gipson to make cement.
Limestone that went to the limekilns went to another crusher
which sized the stone into small stone called rice, #2 rock, and #3 rock. These three sizes were cooked converting them
into lime. Lime goes through a small
crusher and then to a hydrator, placing the water back into to make hydrated
lime. Hydrated lime is used in thousands
of products. Water purification relies
heavily on hydrated lime. Cement mixed
with lime makes mortar mix.
As I studied this process from the quarry to bridges,
houses, dams, and everything lime that utilizes cement, crushed rock, and lime
I realized God was showing me that each of us is transformed differently. One day God took my spiritually dead life and
transformed by the power of the Holy Spirit.
Dunamis the Greek word for
power and is the root word of dynamite.
I was one of those stones that had to be crushed to be useful for the
Kingdom. My egoistis had me looking at
other preachers who seemingly were unscathed, who had churches, and who were
prospering. I immediately thought of
pouring concrete in a bridge. There
cement, which had pulverized limestone mixed with limestone of various sizes
that could have come directly from the quarry, untouched except by the initial
explosion, mixed together and solidified make a bridge for travelers to
pass. That was a marvelous revelation. It is a possess to get where God wants you.
I turned to that massive spill, the neglect and
irresponsibility of some cement employee, and started the possess of returning
limestone into the silo. It was not long
before other laborers appeared and started their turn in humility. When they complained, I reminded them that
someone had to cleanup the mess of someone’s neglect. That’s what God did at Calvary .
Being confident of
this very thing, that He which hath begun a good work in you will perform it
until the day of Jesus Christ (Philippians 1:6 KJV).
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